Dream with me

I ended up falling in love with a guy I never thought to be with. When I was younger I had a crush on him but I knew he was a man whore. well he ended up getting hurt in the army. many if woman hurt him too. so he finally returns home a wounded warrior and just wants a friend to hang and talk with. at the time I was having problems with my boyfriend. I ended up breaking things off with my boyfriend so I could have peace just time to relax and be a kid I always wanted to be. well its been hard for me to be a kid I had to grow up fast when I turned 15 I had lots of pressure. I had to help my mom we went threw being poor, her sick, and child support issues. I made it worse trying to be grown and handle things that I should have never experienced. im 18 now life has got calm no more drama I hope. I ended up falling in love again. I never wanted too it hurts that I did but im happy. he can be a brat most the time but he has a head injury understandable. he wanted calm and relaxing life well that’s what im trying to get and its working so far. I miss him right now he just left for Alaska for a funeral im here in MO waiting to see him again. I been trying not to cry I really miss him. gosh I did it again I fell in love and I just don’t know what to do or say

tumblr people i need help im upset plz help

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